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Showing posts with label Education. Show all posts

Saturday, August 30, 2014

Am I doing it right?


So as a teacher you have those days...

You have those days that make you wonder if you are doing the right thing. You have those days that you want to curl into a ball and stay there for all time. You wonder if what you picked for a profession was the correct thing.

Okay, maybe I am alone in my wonderment.

I have a feeling I am not.

This last week has been one of those weeks. My dream since I could command a room was to teach. Could I have been incorrect? Am I doing something wrong?

I have a new group of middle schoolers that I will start teaching on Tuesday. Will I teach them the correct common core standards, how about any standard? Heck! Will I teach them anything?

I wade through all of the stuff that is needed to be done even before I can attempt to look at my curriculum and slightly have a nervous break down. I managed to get through Unit 2. Tomorrow I need to do homework for a masters class and finish the rest of the semester.

Okay full on nervous breakdown...



Do I hate teaching? No. Do not misunderstand what is happening here, I am totally just questioning my existence. Ha. Could it be I had a bad day, absolutely!? Mid-life crisis, probably. My daughter going off to college. More than likely. I woke up and wanted to go back to bed, the list goes on...I am sure though it boils down to one thing...

Where did summer go?



Sunday, July 13, 2014

My first summer as a teacher...

I have successfully completed my first year as a teacher. I am again in love. In my life I have fell in love many times, with my husband, with my children and now I have finally fell in love with my job. I am saddened by the fact I waited so long to become a teacher. I am excited that I am finally one and am ready to set the world on fire!

With this all being said...I laugh as people tell me how excited I should be because I get summers off. Ha. I have a pile of books that need read about teaching. I have continuously been finding new information for my students. I have been catching up on my young adult fiction. I have been chasing my girls all over the state whether it be sports or visiting colleges. My summer is about over. I have a conference coming up and a new position added to teaching next year.

Am I staying at my job? I think so. Could things change? It is possible. For now I am excited at the prospect of changing and helping lives.